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  WHITE TIME

  MARGO LANAGAN

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  WHITE TIME

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  First published in Australia by Allen and Unwin in 2000

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  CONTENTS

  Cover

  Title

  Copyright

  Praise for Margo Lanagan

  Also by Margo Lanagan

  Acknowledgements

  WHITE TIME

  DEDICATION

  TELL AND KISS

  THE QUEEN’S NOTICE

  BIG RAGE

  THE NIGHT LILY

  THE BOY WHO DIDN’T YEARN

  MIDSUMMER MISSION

  WELCOME BLUE

  WEALTH

  Praise for Margo Lanagan

  For TENDER MORSELS, winner of the 2009 World Fantasy Award:

  ‘It is with a mixture of respect and delight that I greet any book capable of blasting an entire genre out of the water with its audacity and grace. Tender Morsels is such a book.’

  Meg Rosoff, Guardian

  ‘Lanagan has concocted a unique prose style, coloured with rustic and medieval inflections and so much part of the fabric of the world she has created that the reader is immersed in it from the beginning. Look beyond the shocking scenes and this is a novel that explores the most profound human emotions with a clear gaze; it made me weep like a child at the end.’

  The Observer

  ‘A work of genius’

  Sunday Telegraph

  For RED SPIKES:

  ‘Much lauded as a master of the medium, Margo Lanagan exceeds expectations with her latest collection of short stories for young adult readers. Red Spikes explores the themes of love and human relationships; the tales are historically evocative and earthly at the same time as being haunting and ethereal. An enduring collection that defies classification.’

  The Bookseller

  ‘These works demonstrate a powerful sense of the marvellous’

  Publisher’s Weekly

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  Also by Margo Lanagan:

  Tender Morsels

  Red Spikes

  ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

  These stories were all written in the lead-up to, during, or immediately after Clarion West Writers Workshop 1999. The instructors were Nancy Kress, Octavia E Butler, Greg Bear, Howard Waldrop, Gordon van Gelder and Gwyneth Jones, and I thank them for their inspiring and generous tuition.

  Big thanks also to my fellow workshoppers, whose large- and small-scale help is evident on every one of these pages. Sarah Brandel, Christine Castigliano, Duncan Clark, Sandy Clark, Monte Cook, Dan Dick, Andrea Hairston, Jay Joslin, Leah Kaufman, Ama Patterson, Liz Roberts, Joe Sutliff Sanders, Tom Sweeney, Sheree Renee Thomas, Trent Walters and Steve Woodworth – that was a great six weeks.

  And thanks to Dave Myers, Leslie Howle and the Clarion West alumni for all their work and support.

  Last but definitely not least, thanks to my family – Steven, Jack and Harry – for letting me go.

  WHITE TIME

  OCCUPATION-TASTING REPORT

  Student:

  Sheneel Carpenter

  Occupation:

  General process walk-through

  Workplace:

  Commonweal White Time Laboratories

  Date:

  Spring term holiday

  ‘Bugga.’ Sheneel crumpled the hard copy, tossed it bin-wards and banged her head a few times on the desk.

  ‘What’s up?’ said Dalma, taking a break from her victory dance with Keanu.

  ‘It’s not fair! You two always get what you want. You both get to go on release-party tasting, and I end up at the bloody White Time Labs!’

  ‘White time? What’d you put that down for, dope?’

  ‘You had to put down a second choice.’

  ‘You just shouldn’t’ve! Keanu’s brother said, don’t you remember? You don’t give ’em any choice but what you want!’ She danced off again.

  ‘White time’ll be interesting … won’t it?’ said Liv Morrow. She hadn’t even opened her letter. She already knew she’d be tasting her dad’s fashionorium, making antique musical instruments, which she did in her spare time anyway, but being paid for it and doing it to fixed hours.

  ‘It’ll be boring as hell,’ moaned Sheneel. ‘They get to choose dance music and do celebrity bites and put out gazines. We were all going to do it together – that was the whole idea.’

  ‘Yeah,’ said Liv, ‘but tasting’s supposed to be about the sort of job you want to have after school. I mean, you want to end up some terrible ageing groover?’

  ‘Come on, Liv – I’m only in Year Ten!’

  ‘And release parties are pretty seasonal – like, six weeks at the end of every school year. And you have to be right there, like, in front of the cutting edge to make any kind of a living.’

  ‘They’re pretty fun, that’s all I know.’ Sheneel pretended to weep.

  Liv smiled and patted her on the shoulder. ‘Never mind. White time could be fun, too.’

  ‘Yeah, right. Fun like menstruation is fun. Fun like tidying your room is fun.’

  Liv laughed. Leaning confidentially against her, she said in a soft, super-reasonable Sir-voice, ‘Well, both of those things can “be their own reward”—’

  ‘No,’ said Sheneel severely. ‘Don’t start.’

  Sir was doing a tour of the classroom. ‘And you, Keanu?’

  ‘Release party too, Sir.’

  ‘Another release party? They’re taking a lot this year, aren’t they?’

  ‘Not enough,’ said Sheneel.

  Joey Fitzardo sniggered. ‘Yeah, poor old Sheneel copped the Commonweal Lab
s. Hoot!’

  ‘Really?’ Sir brightened. ‘Thinking about a career in time theory, Sheneel?’

  ‘No, Sir!’

  ‘Pushing the envelope in ethical hazards, maybe?’

  ‘Oh, don’t be cruel, Sir.’

  ‘Never mind, Sheneel. I’m sure you’ll find something there to interest you.’

  ‘I think it’s going to majorly suck, Sir,’ said Sheneel, and was gratified at the general laugh she got.

  Sir’s eyes went bland again. ‘Well, I look forward to reading your report.’

  Taster’s general remarks:

  This was a very interesting assignment. I got to see all the interesting things White Time do in the white time reservoirs, met lots of interesting people and learned a lot.

  ‘A what?’ said the guy at the terminal.

  ‘An occupation-taster,’ said the reception-guy patiently.

  ‘Like I said, a what?’ He hadn’t stopped typing since the reception-guy had brought Sheneel in.

  ‘All you have to do is take her with you, Lon, and show her what you do, what it entails. Your job.’

  ‘Ah. What we used to call work experience,’ the guy brayed, ‘back in the old days before the work/leisure dichotomy became politically incorrect.’ What was he talking about?

  ‘And try not to turn her into an old cynic like you.’ The reception-guy winked at Sheneel and abandoned her there.

  The place was a mess. Everything was grey – not dirty, but made of grey plastic. Cables and plugs and dead computers and bits of nameless equipment. Stuff, piled on the grey tables and in all the grey corners. Nowhere for anyone to sit, except him. Mr Keyboarding. Mr Whistling-to-Himself. Lon.

  ‘’Ka-ay,’ he said finally, eyes still on the screen. ‘Looks like we’ve got one or two for you this morning. For your viewing ennertainment.’

  A few random white spots showed on the screen, on a grey ground between two elaborate toolbars. Lon blanked the screen without explaining anything. ‘C’mon, then.’

  The elevator took them way down. There was nothing to show how far, just an intercom in the metal wall.

  ‘I better give you the tourist spiel, I guess,’ said Lon.

  Not once had he met eyes with her.

  ‘I didn’t know tourists were allowed in here.’

  ‘They’re not. Curious bureaucrats, I mean; historians; people who’ve got business here, or think they might have.’ He inspected the top four corners of the elevator ceiling. ‘OK. What I am, is a field officer. Meaningless name. I used to be called a redirection agent, but someone decided that was too straightforward.’

  This guy is a sour old bucket, thought Sheneel. This is going to be fun, I don’t think.

  ‘You know what white time is?’ He sounded dead bored.

  ‘Sort of … We did it in school, a bit …’

  ‘Time out of time, people call it, but they’re wrong. It’s all time, like white light is all colours, or white noise is all pitches of noise coming at you together. White time’s all over the place, blobs and puddles of it, some just hanging in space, some buried in planets, like ours here. This one’s quite a big reservoir. Took a bit of clearing – I wasn’t here, back when they first happened on it. It keeps one field officer – moi – occupied full-time; plenty of eggheads clack-ulating behind the scenes, too. All very interesting, if you like number and time theories. Do you?’ He shot Sheneel a look so sharp she flinched.

  ‘Um … number’s OK, I suppose.’

  ‘Huh. Gal after my own heart. I can’t stand time-theorists. Bane of my existence, them and their “spiritual dimension”. Bloody god-botherers. Anyway! What I do. I redirect … entities, we call ’em. They’re actually bodies. Physical beings.’ He frowned and fell quiet.

  Sheneel thought he might be trying to protect her delicate sensibilities. ‘D’you mean corpses?’

  He looked startled. ‘Bloody hell, no.’ He really had quite OK eyes. He’d probably been good-looking once. ‘What gave you that idea?’

  Sheneel shrugged again. ‘You said bodies …’

  ‘Yeah, as in, not-bits-of-white-time, is all I meant. No, they’re alive, all right. Just kind of stuck. Between heartbeats, if you know what I mean.’

  She didn’t. ‘How far down are we going?’

  ‘Coupla k’s. Don’t fret, it’ll be a while yet. OK, so what we’ll be doing is, we’ll suit you up, put some pips in your ears. Then we’ll head out and score us an entity or two. I have to warn you, it’s gravity-free in there. You got any problems with that? No? Guess it’s pretty ordinaire these days for you kids, with your arcades. Used to be hot stuff in my time. Tourists got a bit of a thrill, swimming out into “space” there.’

  Sheneel smiled wanly. Dalma was probably talking to Dylan Lazzaro right this minute, giggling and getting him to autograph her cling-shirt.

  How is a typical day structured?

  Lon Klegg usually spends the morning redirecting entities in white time. He eats lunch in the very well-stocked canteen, talks to colleagues about what he found that morning, and in the afternoon does equipment maintenance.

  The elevator’s tone changed and Lon stood away from the wall. The cube shuddered and stopped, and the doors opened on another grey room, slightly less piled with equipment.

  ‘Let’s see if I can find a suit that fits you.’

  The suit he chose had been profusely sweated in by the previous wearer. ‘This stinks!’ said Sheneel, glad she’d worn jeans and the long-sleeved drill shirt.

  ‘Well, you can stink or you can flop around in a size one-oh-two.’

  She eyed the monstrous 102 and kept pulling on the smelly suit.

  Lon spent a long time finding pips her size and swapping batteries around. ‘Finally,’ he said. He fitted the left-hand pip into her ear; it was playing quiet, wandering music. He plugged in the right-hand one, and the other half of her head filled with the sound of Lon’s breathing, then his metallicized voice: ‘Howzat?’

  ‘Coming through loud and clear.’

  He snatched his own right-ear pip out. ‘Crikey mama, don’t shout, girl. What’s your name again? Sharelle?’

  ‘Sheneel.’

  ‘Oh, yeah. Remember that. When you talk to me in there, use my name: Lon. When I talk to you, I’ll use yours. And if I get it wrong, tell me, OK? Or you might turn into a Sharelle.’

  She laughed politely.

  ‘I mean it.’

  He put the suit’s soft helmet on her, and strapped a squashy bag onto her back. ‘Reserve oxygen,’ he said. ‘I’ve never had to use it, so don’t get toey.’

  ‘How long are we going to be in there?’

  ‘No time at all, mate. Why?’

  ‘Does it matter that I’m starting to need to go to the toilet?’

  He shook his head inside his suit-helmet. ‘It won’t get any worse while you’re in there.’

  He led her into the transition chamber, a grey tube in the wall full of tech-head stuff, glass-sealed at both ends. It was a little small for both of them, and he was fiddling with the front of her suit, attaching tubes, growling to himself. She tried to think of some technical-type question to hide her embarrassment.

  ‘So, when you say “redirecting”, where are you redirecting the things to?’

  He looked disconcerted. ‘Well. How do I put it? These guys we pick up, they think they want to get to a particular point in time, right? Don’t ask me why – it’s just a phase everything goes through on its way up the evolutionary ladder, eh. Is time travel still cool, or has it gotten passé, too?’

  ‘Well, there’s lots of games about it, I guess, lots of movies …’

  ‘Anyway, before they work out how to do it properly, they go through the stage of flinging themselves out of their own time and expecting to go to whenever they want, but to stay in exactly the same spot in the meta-universe as they started from. And, well, they do, but the trouble is, their planet or dust cloud or interstitial residence has moved on, see? What with your planets and gala
xies orbiting, and your less predictable universal shifts. You following me?’

  ‘So why don’t they just die? Like, if they end up in the middle of a comet, or in dead space or something?’

  ‘Well, possibly they do. “Evidence has yet to be found”, as they say. But some of them, for some reason, end up in white time, in places like this.’ Lon poked a thumb at the other door. ‘The current theory is that the time travel process actually makes these reservoirs happen.’

  Sheneel felt her brain struggling. ‘So do they go to, like, the bit of white time that’s closest to their usual place in the … the meta-universe?’

  ‘Another good question. You’d have to ask the number-crunchers upstairs that one. They’re the ones looking at the “big picture”. I only work on the local council. I only risk my life on a daily basis. Just kidding.’ And he flashed her a pretend smile.

  The chamber door swung outward into darkness. Stupid question number umpteen, thought Sheneel. What made me think white time would be white?

  ‘Push out as far as you can, first off,’ said Lon. ‘Don’t worry, you won’t hit anything. There’s nothing to hit.’ He shot away.

  ‘I thought we were underground!’ she called after him.

  His right hand clapped to his head. ‘Shout like that once more, Sheneel, and you’re up top with the number-crunchers for the day.’

  ‘Sorry.’ She pushed off hard into the nothingness. It didn’t feel as if she was moving unless she watched the door-circle recede behind her, its light playing on the out-feed coils.

  ‘’Kay.’ There was a clunk in her voice-pip. Lon twirled as he reached the end of his push. The light set into the chest of his suit lit up several – well, ‘entities’ was the only name Sheneel had for them – suspended like soft drink spilled in an anti-gravity café. They looked as if they’d suddenly lit up from within, because there was nothing in the darkness between them and Lon’s chest to create a beam of light.